Swhet Productions

My life, while it seemed to be going really well for a while, I got a job, things were good with my girlfriend, my friends had settled down with each other, and general high school drama seemed to deminish, has recently taken a turn to the "I-don't-know-what-to-do-but-sit-around-and-mope-all-day" kinda life style. By this point you have probably realised this isn't an entry about comedy. This is an entry where I need to unload. I've been getting shitty sleep, and, well, there was only really one thing besides that that has left me drained to empty of all energy or general will to do things. I'm not going to go into details, but let's just say I was forgotten about. Forgotten about by some of the people I'm closest to in the whole world. People that I have given things up for, people who I have taken shit from, and honestly, people who I have wronged before, but where I was gunna get in trouble from one of 2 people, and I'd get in less trouble doing it that way. For one night, I was forgotten about, and left in the shadows. I was lied to, through a lie of ommission, and caught up the next morning about how much fun everyone had without me. And then they claimed that it wasn't their fault they forgot about me... Even though they then told me they were talking about me the previous night...

Whats my point? My point is once again, I've lost faith in humanity. And this time it isn't coming back. Because out of ALL the friends I've ever had, out of ANYONE I've ever gotten close to, only 3 of these people have never lied to me. And only 1 of them holds "Best Friend" status. And he has been my friend since grade 3.

On top of all that, I've recently discovered certain people I already hate are spreading rumors about people who are important to me. Which makes me want to seriously hurt somebody.

I can't say much more. I just needed to say something. I know nobody is ever gunna read this. And I'm gunna get over it. I just need to preserve this. This feeling. I never want to forget how much people can get hurt by the people they love. I've made a promise that I'm no longer gunna hide my emotions for other people's benifit. If people do something to piss me off, they deserve to suffer the consequences. I'm putting this promise in writing. From now on I'm going to assume the worst in people, unless they can prove to me otherwise. That is all I have to say. Until next time, Keep Swehting.